sHawti3 & p3nd3q
Monday, July 13, 2009
ive been very emotional dis days
i kept to myself
always away frm others
quite,neva talk much
im stress out
ive been fightin alot wif baby dis wk
neva myt him for more den a wk
im goin crazy n i mean it
i miz him sho much..we r 1 wk pluz more
to our 6 mth annie
n i hope he can myt me
Labels: shawtie=pendeq
DANGER:
Too Much Love Can Kill
{/7:39 AM}
Thursday, July 9, 2009
sumtymz i juz envy my fwenz
their bfs r owys thr to care for dem
they seldom fight
but me
i owyz fight wif him
we owys disagree wif dis n dat
he owys tynk im not matured enuf
i realise dis rs is lyk based on me only
i who ask him out n he agree
i cnt even rmbr d last tym he asked me out
if there is any
now we dun talk on the phone
reason = he dun lyk holding d phone
we dun sms
we barely meet
he can meet his fwens almost evryday
but not me
he used to do dat
not now
well maybe startin is owys lovey dovey
it seems his luv fade alrdy
there is nutin for me left
he is juz goin to dump me sooner or later
n i will juz sit n feel helpless
how i wish everything cud fall perfectly wen im wif him
den nutin will go wrg
tears soak my eyes everyday
i juz cnt hold on dis pain anymore
Labels: shawtie=pendeq
DANGER:
Too Much Love Can Kill
{/7:43 AM}
Friday, July 3, 2009
ive been cranky dis few days
fightin wif baby for few days
im so showie
i didnt mean all dis
im juz paranoid
i cnt let him off my sight
i fyl so insecured
i tynk i dun trust him
im afraid of losin him
icnt lose him
not now
not eva
i luv him too much
if ony he noe
he is not lyk how he used to b
he is more cold towards me
he dun pamper me anymore
is he sick of me
im afraid to noe d truth
coz im afraid to b hurt
AGAIN
im goin crayzee
i noe
i tynk i have adhd
a sort of disorder
i asked him
will he stay by me
if im reali dwn wif dis
he said yes
im afraid of bein hurt
Labels: shawtie=pendeq
DANGER:
Too Much Love Can Kill
{/9:12 AM}