i went to ssdc todayas i hav circuit revision
i was cryin b3fore goin out of my hse
baby said his ezlink card
not enuf
i was so upset
devastated
i tot i cud myt him today
i wanted to make it up abt ystrdy
i juz cnt stop cryin
frm ystrdy
n wen he said dat
my heart
reali went out of my back
den afta my cr
he msg me
he said he felt bad
im makin him fyl useless
by d way i text him
i shud b d 1 fylin useless
he act lyk nutin wrg
he duno wat i fyl
i felt so upset
i juz wana cry
till my tears dry up
but he wun undrstnd
wat he said
made me fyl reali hopeless
useless bum i m
i kept on cryin wen i reach hm
as i msg him
i cry n cry
my tears juz cnt stop
i hav to wait till next week
n i neva noe
if we can myt up next week
its been 4 days not mytin him
we owys myt on weds
n sumor
dis wkend he is werkin
i hav to wait a week pluz
he duno
its drivin me crazy
he doesnt seem to fyl my pain
or mayb
he is juz not showin it
im so so upset
if anyone cud juz undrstnd
if ony he cud
i can wait
but d wait is pain
he is juz not d same
i juz wish i cud hear him
sayin to me
"baby,i mish eu sho much,
a day not mytin eu is
drivin me crazy.."
but no
i neva did hear dat frm him
maybe
he juz dun lyk showin it
he shud noe
i got fylinz
i nyd to noe
to fyl secure
i luv him sho much
im stuck to him now
he cnt let go of me
not now
not eva
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Too Much Love Can Kill
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